tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-04-03:1590729
run silent, run deep
nadesico
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2018-01-12T22:23:32Z
tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-04-03:1590729:3549
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The Twice-Forsaken Son of William Hoary [original, one shot]
2018-01-12T22:23:32Z
2018-01-12T22:23:32Z
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Posted by: <span lj:user='aestivalis' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/profile'><img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/'><b>aestivalis</b></a></span><br /><br /><span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.2;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:7.5pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; vertical-align: baseline;"><b style="font-family: tahoma, "arial narrow", verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; white-space: normal; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); text-align: justify;">Fandom:</b><span style="font-family: tahoma, "arial narrow", verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; white-space: normal; text-align: justify;"> Original</span><br style="color: rgb(94, 94, 94); font-family: tahoma, "arial narrow", verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal;" /><b style="font-family: tahoma, "arial narrow", verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; white-space: normal; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); text-align: justify;">Warnings:</b><span style="text-align: justify;"><font face="tahoma, arial narrow, verdana, arial, sans-serif"><span style="font-size: 11px;"> depictions of domestic abuse/abuse of sex workers, implied sexual assault, child abuse, substance abuse</span></font></span><br style="color: rgb(94, 94, 94); font-family: tahoma, "arial narrow", verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal;" /><b style="font-family: tahoma, "arial narrow", verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; white-space: normal; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); text-align: justify;">Word Count:</b><span style="font-family: tahoma, "arial narrow", verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; white-space: normal; text-align: justify;"> 5524</span><br style="color: rgb(94, 94, 94); font-family: tahoma, "arial narrow", verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal;" /><br style="color: rgb(94, 94, 94); font-family: tahoma, "arial narrow", verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal;" /><span style="font-family: tahoma, "arial narrow", verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; white-space: normal; text-align: justify;">what is it, then, to be a mother? what is it to be a son? "you're even more of a monster than he is.</span></span><span style="font-family: tahoma, "arial narrow", verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: justify; background-color: transparent;">"</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.2;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:7.5pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; vertical-align: baseline;"><br /><font face="Verdana"><span style="font-size: 8pt; white-space: pre-wrap;">-</span></font><br /></span></p><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://nadesico.dreamwidth.org/3549.html#cutid1">Read more...</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div></span><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=nadesico&ditemid=3549" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments
tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-04-03:1590729:3314
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Do As You Will [original, one shot]
2018-01-11T22:30:34Z
2018-01-11T22:30:34Z
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Posted by: <span lj:user='aestivalis' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/profile'><img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/'><b>aestivalis</b></a></span><br /><br /><b>Fandom:</b> Original<br /><b>Warnings:</b> non-graphic depictions of violence, including towards children<br /><b>Word Count:</b> 846<br /><br />the road is wet with blood, the slope slippery with expectations. "building a little pack, are you?"<br /><br /><br />-<br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://nadesico.dreamwidth.org/3314.html#cutid1">Read more...</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=nadesico&ditemid=3314" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments
tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-04-03:1590729:2986
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Breaking Through or Breaking Apart [3/3]
2017-12-08T18:29:39Z
2017-12-08T18:59:28Z
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Posted by: <span lj:user='aestivalis' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/profile'><img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/'><b>aestivalis</b></a></span><br /><br /><strong>Fandom: </strong>Original<br /><strong>Warnings:</strong> homophobia<br /><strong>Word Count</strong>: 2173<br /><br />sometimes you can change. sometimes others can. sometimes, they don't deserve the wait. "that moment feels like a breakthrough."<br /><br />-<br /><br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://nadesico.dreamwidth.org/2986.html#cutid1">Read more...</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=nadesico&ditemid=2986" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments
tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-04-03:1590729:2739
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Breaking Through or Breaking Apart [2/3]
2017-07-03T21:54:28Z
2017-12-08T17:54:44Z
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Posted by: <span lj:user='aestivalis' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/profile'><img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/'><b>aestivalis</b></a></span><br /><br /><b>Fandom:</b> Original<br /><b>Warnings:</b> homophobia, homophobic slurs<br /><b>Word Count:</b> 3527<br /><br /><br />it shouldn't take a double life to reconcile love and family. "have they ever fucking met you?"<br /><br /><br />-<br /><br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://nadesico.dreamwidth.org/2739.html#cutid1">read more...</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=nadesico&ditemid=2739" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments
tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-04-03:1590729:2533
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Breaking Through or Breaking Apart [1/3]
2017-06-17T22:29:46Z
2017-12-08T17:54:19Z
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Posted by: <span lj:user='aestivalis' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/profile'><img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/'><b>aestivalis</b></a></span><br /><br /><b>Fandom:</b> Original<br /><b>Warnings:</b> homophobia, homophobic slurs<br /><b>Word Count:</b> 994<br /><br />you can try to ignore the breaking point, but it will always get you in the end. "don't pretend to me as though they gave you a choice."<br /><br />-<br /><br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://nadesico.dreamwidth.org/2533.html#cutid1">Read more...</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=nadesico&ditemid=2533" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments
tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-04-03:1590729:2140
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the prince and the petitioner [princess tutu/tales of symphonia]
2017-01-12T21:40:10Z
2017-01-12T21:41:46Z
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Posted by: <span lj:user='aestivalis' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/profile'><img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/'><b>aestivalis</b></a></span><br /><br /><b>Fandom:</b> Princess Tutu/Tales of Symphonia<br /><b>Warnings:</b> n/a<br /><b>Word Count:</b> 600<br /><br />sometimes the answer just comes to you, partially dressed. "does that mean you'd do it again?"<br /><br />-<br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://nadesico.dreamwidth.org/2140.html#cutid1">Read more...</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=nadesico&ditemid=2140" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments
tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-04-03:1590729:1931
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bonds and matrimony [original/tales of the abyss, oneshot]
2017-01-11T15:43:26Z
2017-01-11T19:05:48Z
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Posted by: <span lj:user='aestivalis' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/profile'><img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/'><b>aestivalis</b></a></span><br /><br /><b>Fandom:</b> Original/Tales of the Abyss<br /><b>Warnings:</b> n/a<br /><b>Word Count:</b> 1612<br /><br />tatlin and chaplin don't even sound that different. "parents are difficult that way."<br /><br />-<br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://nadesico.dreamwidth.org/1931.html#cutid1">read more</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=nadesico&ditemid=1931" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments
tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-04-03:1590729:1777
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old friend [original, one shot]
2017-01-03T22:49:42Z
2017-11-14T16:00:48Z
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Posted by: <span lj:user='aestivalis' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/profile'><img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/'><b>aestivalis</b></a></span><br /><br /><b>Fandom: </b>Original/World of Warcraft<br /><strong>Warnings:</strong> n/a<br /><strong>Word Count:</strong> 627<br /><br />we don't all get <strong>old</strong> eventually, but it would be nice if we could. "He doesn't remember a time when he was happier than this."<br /><br />-<br /><br /><div><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://nadesico.dreamwidth.org/1777.html#cutid1">Read more...</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=nadesico&ditemid=1777" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments
tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-04-03:1590729:1414
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afterhours [original, one-shot]
2017-01-01T18:04:19Z
2017-01-01T21:55:22Z
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Posted by: <span lj:user='aestivalis' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/profile'><img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/'><b>aestivalis</b></a></span><br /><br /><b>Fandom:</b> Original<br /><b>Warnings:</b> explicit references to rape, suicide ideation, victim blaming<br /><b>word count:</b> 1674<br /><br />rose!au ends at the petals, but started with the thorns. "This wasn't your fault."<br /><br />-<br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://nadesico.dreamwidth.org/1414.html#cutid1">Read more...</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=nadesico&ditemid=1414" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments
tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-04-03:1590729:1237
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april prompts #2 [original]
2014-04-15T19:41:44Z
2017-01-01T17:23:46Z
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Posted by: <span lj:user='aestivalis' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/profile'><img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/'><b>aestivalis</b></a></span><br /><br />Considerably later than three days, but considerably considerably sooner than two years, right? Second April prompt, I am not very pleased with this one but it is already overdue enough.<br /><br /><b>Fandom:</b> Original<br /><b>Warnings:</b> n/a<br /><b>Word Count:</b> 312<br /><br />Prompt: “Turn your face to the sun, and the shadows fall behind you.”<br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://nadesico.dreamwidth.org/1237.html#cutid1">Read more...</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=nadesico&ditemid=1237" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments
tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-04-03:1590729:806
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april prompts #1 [original]
2014-04-03T17:19:09Z
2014-07-03T20:24:48Z
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Posted by: <span lj:user='aestivalis' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/profile'><img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/'><b>aestivalis</b></a></span><br /><br />Exactly two years later, incredible.<br /><br />Writing for April prompts, aiming to do something every three days.<br /><br /><b>Fandom:</b> Original<br /><b>Warnings:</b> n/a<br /><b>Word Count:</b> 211<br /><br /><b>Prompt:</b> “Do not shine. Do not seek to shine. Burn.”<br /><br />-<br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://nadesico.dreamwidth.org/806.html#cutid1">Read more...</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=nadesico&ditemid=806" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments
tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-04-03:1590729:624
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the spaces between [original, one-shot]
2012-04-03T20:34:54Z
2012-07-07T15:36:36Z
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Posted by: <span lj:user='aestivalis' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/profile'><img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='https://aestivalis.dreamwidth.org/'><b>aestivalis</b></a></span><br /><br /><b>Title:</b> The Spaces Between<br /><br /><b>Fandom:</b> Original<br /><b>Warnings:</b> Some violence, self-injury.<br /><b>Word Count:</b> 2060<br /><br /><b>Summary:</b> No matter the being he is now, D'Ivann was born human. A journey through the earlier years.<br /><br /><br />-<br /><br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://nadesico.dreamwidth.org/624.html#cutid1">Read more...</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=nadesico&ditemid=624" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments